Sometimes (pretty much all the time) I feel like my bf isn’t proud to be with me bc he never posts me on social media. I know that sounds so fucking stupid, but he used to post me not all the time but a lot before. Now that he takes photos of these wanna be “models” (HAHAHA) he doesn’t care to ever post me tbh that makes me feel hella self conscious bc it’s like hello I’m here don’t you want people to know YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND
“It’s hard when you constantly feel so fucking unwanted.”— (via adrenaline)
I was always told to be with someone who loves you more than you love them. Why is it always me who loves so much more, then ends up getting fucked over.
For once, can someone love me more.
I’m honestly so beyond jealous of people my age who already are so deep into their careers, married, and starting a family. When I was younger I thought for sure by this age I’d have my life together and at least engaged or married but I’m not.
BUT THATS OKAY!
At the same time I feel incredibly blessed to have gotten a job in my field of study less than 5 months after graduation. I’m in a loving and supportive relationship with an amazing man for the past almost 5 years. Although my life isn’t exactly where I want to be right now, but I know and have faith that God has better plans for me.
When you ask God for something He has three different answers He could give; yes, no or wait. It’s the waiting that sucks bc I’m sooooo impatient! But I know it’ll be worth it in the end lol
Ok das all byeeee.
It honestly makes me so fucking sad that for the past almost 5 years, me and Craig have only been able to see each other once a week. Maybe even up to 3 times if we’re really lucky.
I love him with every fiber of my being, it just sucks not being able to really spend time together. Which is why I get so pissy and even more sad if things happen and we have to cancel plans, even if it is something out of our control. I’m so tired of always missing you and there never being enough time.
Sigh.
i feel so dumb and embarrassed after expressing any emotion
fake conversations in your head of you venting to someone
how I stay sane
I’m so fucking jealous of people who show off their significant others tbh like wtf I wanna be shown off lmao
I want some romance lmao bye
Learn to stop saying “it’s okay” when shit really isn’t .
I will never understand why girls think it’s ok to completely forget about their friends once they get into a relationship. Like bitch I was there before they ugly ass was, better hope I’m still around after they leave you since now you tryna act all brand new and shit.
Your man ain’t shit, so don’t come crying to me when you find out he’s only using you to fulfill some crazy fetish lmao
I miss the talking/honeymoon phase like so much, it makes me sad sometimes tbh lmao